Matty's final thoughts #3

Babes, I am tired.

Today I just want to lay down and wrap myself up and wait for this all to be finished, not that I know what finished means or looks like in this context. I've bounced around from despair to optimism, mania and hopeful and today I'm firmly in the overwhlemed category.

I don't want to lay down alone though. I want to lay down with someone. Not in a sexual way (although I'm sure we'll talk about that in weeks to come) I want to lay with someone I love and feel the safety that comes with their presence.

I want to lay with them and feel intimacy that I don't feel able to achieve through a lens and a screen.

Babes, I am tired, and it's ok if you are too.